And Ive needed to read something like this for some time now because Ive wanted to do something to win my wife back, and people keep telling me to put her in Gods hands. I am putting it all in Gods hands! And thats especially evident in the way God uses the encouragement and insight gained when our members share Their Prodigal Perspective. Sometimes in our attempt to reach out to the prodigals we know, we can intervene too soon. They stay home, stay in bed, wake up late, take a walk, read the paper, watch TV, and in general live as if the church doesnt exist. (Note from Linda: Stephanie shared this powerful message on the private site last night and I have no doubt that it will be a blessing to everyone standing for marriage restoration, especially when another person is involved. Please ponder these four words: We never sin alone. I felt like Jonah who ran from Gods assignment, and ended up in the belly of a giant fish. Please, pray that God will give me a new heart to know him. That morning, he believed, he was a new creation. My marriage was over. So, we stand. I knew that I needed to sacrifice and change things to the way God wanted them. It gives me hope for the restoration of my marriage. If he had been peaceful, okay with me leaving if thats what I chose to do, and confident, I wouldnt have known what to do with the situation. In 2005, widowed single mother Ashley Smith was in the middle of moving when she was apprehended by an escaped murderer and held hostage in her apartment for seven hours. By Stephanie. In my own journey, I hurt people before I knew the Lord. All this happened on Nov 30th 2010..I held off from calling him because I was still upset and I figured I didnt do him any harm..he was the one that stepped out in our marriage and on our marriage..ours wasnt a physical stepping as in outside sex.it was an on-going 5 month relationship on the internet, with someone he had been previously involved with. What is his promise? In many ways you have shared my own story. Every prodigal is shown the way out, but chooses to turn their back on what is right. Why? This has been an amazing journey and I look forward to seeing Gods power and might and restoration fully manifested. Any amount will help! Yet while I was a great way off The world knows this. For my iniquities have gone over my head; like a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me. Thats so tough to do sometimes; yet it is very much what we have to come too. I found myself in a very bad situation many times, and knew that I had invited misery into my life. He told me that after he spoke to me on Thursday.he went to God himself and talked to him and asked him to speak and show him what he should do..he said from the time he said that everything just went crazy..everything he saw reminded him of me.. when he went to sleep his dreams were constant replays of our life together.. he started thinking about stuff that happened before and after our marriage that were nothing short of miraculous.. I have learned lots during my journey of learning how to be a stander. But forgiveness is not something we can (or want to) muster up on our own. We claim to have access to the God of the universe. Why cant I just move on?!. But a priest gave her a pamphlet describing Gods love something Angela had never heard before. Remember I wasnt rooted in God so my prayers wasnt as flowing as other people but everyday I gain more and more strength and my faith began to soar..I prayed that God would soften my husbands heart and remind him of the love we once sharedI asked God to send Godly people in his life to speak to him even when I couldnt and God heard me. God indeed stopped me and now I am the one praying to God for my husbands heart and I am the one who wants restoration. RELINQUISH your spouse to God. He will always lead us right back to his will. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. My passionate spirit from breaking away. Love in Jesus mighty name, amen! The days went by and he didnt call so on December 5th 2010.I called him..he refused to take my calls so I texted him only to be told that he wasnt interested in me and I should go on with my life.that I should never call or text him again..that was like a dagger through my heartI felt as though someone had literally ran a knife straight through my stomach and was twisting it repeatedly..but that isnt the worse yet.. There is no peace, says my God, for the wicked. And when we finally realize that it doesnt matter what we see and hear about and from our spouses and their plans and lives because Gods Word and Will can NOT be thwarted, we can walk in the confidence declared in Isaiah 8:10, which says Devise your strategy, but it will be thwarted; propose your plan, but it will not stand, for God is with us. I know from my own experience during my stand that I need to regularly set aside specific time to pray and allow the Holy Spirit to build my faith and speak to my heart. Shes in Gods handmy family is in Gods hand and He will restore my marriage in Jesus name! My guess is the parents of these three prodigals felt the same way. I need to Let go and Let God take over, but being a control freak makes that all the more difficult. I cant seem to get ahead; people are angry with me; my life is upside down. BUT DONT DO IT!! At first, I was a little embarrassed to share it, but I realize that was the enemys condemnation and that I need to use my testimony as God has commanded, which I hope blesses you and will help overcome and hurl down the devil as you stand for the restoration of your marriage and family (Revelation 12:10-11). The Bible says to seek and then you will find what you are looking for. Some of them you raised to love Jesus. Thanks for your interest! Get away from this person!! No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. Mostly they are uninterested in anything the church has to offer. But I would have been drawn to that peace and it would have woken me up. Fight for Your Marriage Podcast; Videos; Store; Contact. I believe my story is a good example that proves running from Gods plan is never a good idea. I have dreams, visions, and endless memories of you. It was a pretty picture of a self-satisfied man who seemed to have gotten away with disobedience. This book is written by mother and son, alternating between Christopher and Angelas perspective. Satan has his ships, and they are always ready to take on another passenger. May I ask you a question? All the sailors were afraid and each cried out to his own god (vv. Im scared; Im tired; I have thoughts of ending my life to stop this pain. Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent. This is just what I needed to wake me up from this nightmare. Praying Against Strongholds Over Your Marriage, How To Bring Blessings To Your Restoration. He knows exactly how to get in touch with you. Scripture taken from New King James Version. I am a standing husband and working on myself and my walk with God. Heres his response: Finpecia Active ingredient: Finasteride $0.51 for pill Buy Now Dutas Active ingredient: Dutasteride $1.79 for pill Buy Now Finast Active ingredient: Finasteride $2.08 for pill Buy Now. When God told him, Go to Nineveh, he said, I think Ill go to Tarshish instead., God said, Go east. Have you ever been touched, inspired, or challenged by someones personal history? A lifestyle publication. All Bible verses are from the New International Version 1984 unless otherwise indicated. The term "prodigal" is actually someone who "spends, or has spent, his or her money or substance with wasteful extravagance; a spendthrift." It's someone who "drives away or squanders" what they have. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. And those things came by the Holy Spirit working in my wifes life. Please support our ministry by giving here. Copyright 2005-2023 Faith And Marriage Ministries. Hebrews 4:16 And I believe God! He doesnt give you a remarkable amount to make it easy; he gives you just enough so that in your weakness, his power will rest upon you. Its all a LIE, but we dont know that. Copyright 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc Used by permission. My heart was sooo hard, and those were the same words my husband spoke to me. I keep having one bad thing after another happening to me. And indeed, the first few months (perhaps years) after Rosaria chose to believe and trust in God, she lost everything her job, her friends, her students and colleagues respect, her partner, and her (old, comfortable) life. When we asked about the spiritual temperature of the region, the pastors said that while most people didnt go to church, it wouldnt be right to call them hostile. He said he wanted to talk and wanted to know if he could come by the househe wanted to know if I could forgive him for what he did and for us to try again at our Your testimony was put in front of me at the most perfect time! Forgiveness is freedom. It doesnt matter whether were talking about Seattle or Atlanta, Chicago or Charlotte, New York or San Antonio, Las Vegas or Louisville. The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps. It took me out of the storm and planted me right back on solid ground today. While Susan knows this deeply wounded her son, he never talked about it much or acknowledged it bothered him. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. All I Want For Christmas Are The Secret Teachings Of Christ. This is just what I needed, so thank you for sharing your testimony. Get up, Jonah. And when he calls, you wont be able to put him on Call Waiting.. My kids are in trouble. Your words really touched my heartyou were talking about me in so many ways and I pray for my happy ending. And your clinginess, desperation and tears make us sick to our stomachs; not because we dont care about youbecause we dowe love you, but it is hidden so deep inside that we cant see or feel it. I know you think about giving up on me. Something that changed her life completely. Remember I wasn't rooted in God so my prayers wasn't as flowing as other people but everyday I gain more and more strength and my faith began to soar..I prayed that God would soften my husband's heart and remind him of the love we once sharedI asked God to send Godly people in his life to speak to him even when I couldn't and God heard me. The world doesnt want our sermons. I went through a very long and difficult time before I got a second chance to step in faith and make things right in my life. I thought it was the life that I no longer wanted. 2015 The Prodigal Spouse Moriah Shires . I have been standing for my marriage for six months now with no communication from my husband. For the Lord your God is he who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies, to give you the victory. The Prodigal Wife. And when you are at peace with the thought of them leaving, your blessing of restoration is on its way. Wow!! So began the arduous, years-long journey of one determined mother who prayed and trusted God to save her drug-hardened, cold-hearted son, even while Christopher ran further and further into sex, drugs, and illegal activities. Breaking the Generational curse of Divorce by Melissa, God CAN and WILL Turn a Prodigals Heart! He knows whats coming and doesnt want you to give up. Ive created The Brilliant Writer Checklist to help you clarify your message, reach more readers, and change the world with your words. He began to party heavily with friends, and lost control of himself, so much so that he frightened his own parentsuntil he found out about God and His plans for him, and did a total 180 with his life. (THIS INCLUDES JUDGES IN A COURTROOM!) I am writing this with Love, because I dont want you guys to make the same mistakes. Thank you so much for your testimony. Salvation is of the Lord (Jonah 2:9). DONT STOP PRAYING AND FASTING! Remember that God wants our marriages restored and our families healed more than we do; we just need to get out of the way and let Him work. Williams was one of the very few who managed to actually complete SEAL training on his first try. After reading your post, I am encouraged on a new level. THIS IS A FIGHT! We still have a long way to go, but I feel God working in us and guiding us in the right direction. Even if it takes many years, there is hope, and the final result may be more beautiful than you ever dreamed. The Prodigal Son Susan remembers her firstborn son Martin as a delightful little boy. Thank you for your testimony. I know he is coming home and I know what unconditional love is now! Your email address will not be published. Do you consider yourself married in God's eyes regardless of your legal marital status? We are two completely different people today then we were back then, so there is no reason to ever look back. But (as for me), I will sacrifice to You With the voice of thanksgiving; I shall pay that which I have vowed. I tried to run away from the problems I was having, but my story as a prodigal wife proves that we never really get away from things by running from them. Some went on mission trips. It has become hard because the enemy deceived me, and the entire time I was running, I knew it was wrong. God bless you and your family. It is no accident that I am reading your post right now because these were words that I really needed. What I learned: Hospitality and respect for those who believe differently than you do are powerful forces for change. I persisted in calling him that same day and eventually he picked up the phonehe was as cold as iceI felt frightened even listening to himhe told me.I NEVER LOVED YOUI AM SORRY WE GOT MARRIED..I FELT TRAPPED IN THIS MARRIAGE..I DONT LOVE YOU LIKE A MAN SHOULD LOVE A WOMAN..THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR YOU IS THAT OF A GOOD FRIENDI DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND YOU SHOULD GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE..IM Prayers for your Prodigal. Nabeel, like Rosaria Butterfield (above) had everything to lose and seemingly nothing to gain for rejecting his Muslim roots and turning to Christ. Karen's Testimony My story: Marriage after Betrayal My husband was gone. This is the reason you cant give up. In a single, silent moment, his rage, his fear, his humilliation and helplessness, had fallen away. But I have faith that God will bring my wife back and Im a stander for however long it takes!! He also says I dont know which is harder, weekdays or weekends, they are all just Long Days. DO NOT GIVE IN AND DO NOT BE MOVED by what they say or do. 1. Join our Merry Band, become a Brilliant Writer, and dazzle your readers! The problem is always in the heart. When you walk in the footsteps of the father of the prodig But, please, dont stop! Amazing, isnt it, how when you want to run from God, you can always find a boat going where you want to go. James 1:8 says that a double minded man is unstable in all his ways, and unstable is exactly where your spouse is. It has become hard because the enemy deceived me, and the entire time I was running, I knew it was wrong. I cant seem to get away from God. The people of the world say to us, Cant you see what is happening? God kept reminding me of my vows to my husband, and the choice I made to be married until death do us part that I made long ago I simply could not forget, no matter how hard I tried. I have learned that when we finally surrender things to God, we have such peace! There was a man who had a wife. It seems like everywhere I go, God is reminding me to come back home. He hates it! The Bible can speak even to people who are antagonistic to it as long as they are willing to study it with an open mind. THE ANDERSONS: Forgiving the Prodigal Spouse THE SHRIVERS: After the Affair If God has given you a testimony one that could help and encourage others who are living with the horrible pain of infidelity, we would appreciate it if you would send it to us. I just lost my job. I have been separated for almost a year, and have experienced many blessings along the way. I am so grateful that my husband found inner strength from the Lord to be able to stand for our marriage, no matter what the circumstances were. When youre in the storm, you tend to be fearful, angry and frustrated. We lived like strangers in our routine of go to work, come home, take care of the children and repeat it all over again. Change). He has his narcotics. Ill try to be as brief as possible but I really dont want to leave any detail out.no matter how small, because it may be the very thing God wants to use to inspire and encourage a stander or prodigal spouse. I truly need it as my heart is shattered over my husband leaving and being with another woman. Faith is often fed through (true) stories. Nice little deal he had going there. God is doing Gods work in my husband. I believe God for the restoration of my marriage; yet with or without my marriage, Im looking for God to also fix me and my part in my current situation. Thats really good news because there is only one person in the universe who can change the heart, and he specializes in divine heart surgery. He put on my neck a chain to hold What I learned: Even the greatest worldly accomplishment is empty when you are empty. And he divided everything between them. Louis Zamperini was an Olympic runner and talented mischief-maker whose incredible survival story (30+ days floating in the open ocean after his plane crashed into the sea; then a year in a brutal Japanese POW camp being tormented by a sadistic guard) became a best-selling book, then a movie directed by Angelina Jolie. The devil has his sleeping pills too. His marriage began falling apart and he nearly hurt his baby daughter and strangled his wife Cynthia. As we have showed you in our article titled, Bible Verses on Faith, the Bible tells us that faith the size of a mustard seed will move mountains. AND DO NOT PICK IT BACK UP!! It must have been a bad storm because these men were professional sailors who had seen it all. I wanted desperately to come home in one sense, because it was the only peace I could truly find. The Prodigal Spouse Resource Center is a password protected section of our website. And Im no longer crying or begging my husband to save our family and showing him that Im okay. Contact Rejoice; Submit a Testimony; Submit . Prone to leave the God I love. I still cried every day but I also engaged in some radical and spiritual warfare for my husband..I spoke the word of God over my marriage EVERYDAY and I prayed hedges of thorns around my husband EVERYDAY..I pleaded the blood of Jesus over him and claimed my marriage in the name of Jesus. Stephanie. I think I either bought or borrowed every book on marriagewarfare.prayeryou name it .every website I could think of.. And I just wrapped my husband up and prayed what ever pray I could even verbatim from some of those same books.I became like a one man army.. At times the devil whispered in my ears and unbelief and doubt settled in.I would call my prayer warriors for encouragement and go to God crying and in a few hours would be right as rain and ready again to go up against the gates of hell for my boo. Some went to a Christian college. Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. I dont want to apportion blame too much here but suffice it to say we had some in-law issues which contributed greatly to our demise.but that is another story and I want to concentrate on how God showed up and showed off in the mist of my situation. But God, He is my lawyer and I am doing exactly what Crystal did! Just do your partLOVE, LOVE, LOVErespect, support, praise and help. The captain went to him and said, How can you sleep? As far as I could see we were the perfect couplewent out together.stayed home togetherlaughed, joked..we were like two peas in a podof course we had our regular marital problems.no marriage is perfect..in addition to the above we also.. argued and sometimes told each other some harsh words.LIKE EVERY OTHER COUPLEit isnt right but it happens.. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); I am going through the same thing as crystal right now My HUSAND left over a simple argument and is talking to someone from his past told me he was done and he give up , and he's trying to blame me for our marriage , but I believe God and have faith that he will return ! Thanks for sharing this; its truly a great testimony. Im so glad I found this site! Now, lets go to the standers side When you are angry, love them (for they are angry too). God brought me to my knees when there was nothing and no one else that could help me. And it is an even more powerful message from Stephanie because the day before, she had been given a bad report and chose to stand on the power and promise of Gods Word instead of receiving that news and was then blessed with a wonderful praise instead of what would surely not have turned out well if she had acted on what she heard! Three Testimonies of Prodigals Who Returned. But it helps, when we hurt, to be reminded that others are on this path too. I know God was working on him and sent him home to me. prodigal spouse testimonieswhat happens if a hospital loses joint commission accreditation. He can and He will!!! I really dont blame her because we lived as strangers for many years, but there always seemed to be a bond that kept us together. Also notice she went into a very heavy seeking mode by searching out every good book she could find on marriage, prayer, and spiritual warfare. I trust God will bring my husband back. Thank you so much for this testimony. Please, pray that God will give me a new heart to know him. We hear the ENEMYS voice louder than Gods; we have put Gods voice on mute and the enemy tells us that we will be happy if we are divorced from youthen we could be free, happy and fulfilled. What I learned: The most powerful friendships are those without ulterior motives. The pain adultery causes in a marriage relationship is extreme and traumatic, as a broken heart is one of the worst kinds of pain you can go through. I have started to stay quiet and let go more and more every day and to put my trust in God and not man. Yet at the same time, I thought I had done too much or wandered too far, and I couldnt forgive myself. Love One Another The Overlooked Commandment. But the movie only tells the first half of Louiss story. O church, why arent we praying? The devil can put us to sleep while the ship sinks or the house burns or the world falls apart around us. I just found this site and Ive been doing everything you said not to do! Notice several key things Crystal did to get God to move on her behalf. Its only later that your realize the storm was a severe mercy from the Lord. I was greatly deceived and believed that God was calling me to leave my family and pursue my "soul mate." I kept running in the opposite direction of where God was calling me back home. Today is March 16th 2011. Thank you for sharing this. My story has so many things in common with all here. For those of you who have been on the receiving end of adultery, you know exactly what I am talking about. Yet at the same time, I thought I had "done too much" or "wandered too far," and I couldn't forgive myself. As Eugene Peterson puts it, He was so hungry he would have eaten the corncobs in the pig slop, but no one would give him any. If you saw that, youmight think, That young man is ready for a new life. Maybe so, maybe not. As we see how God deals with Jonah, well discover that God deals with us in the same way when we disobey. We dont stop standing until we see our promise come to pass. But when she wrote a scathing criticism of one of the local Christian gatherings, to her surprise, she received a thoughtful and kind reply from a pastor who invited her to call him. I met someone who understood mesomeone who sang my praises, complimented me, etc. He put on my feet the shoes that miss No chance to tread in the narrow path; He pressed on my lips the burning kiss That scorches deeper than fires of wrath. Some of them are doing things that would shock us deeply if we knew about them. I dont even know if this is still an active thread. Lost and running in the wrong direction. Some were missionaries. You say you know God. I have read all of your post on here and some of them multiple times. they struggled with feelings of guilt and shame, what REALLY happens on the other side of the mountain. I can preach a thousand sermons, we can all sing a thousand hymns, and together we can attend a thousand church services, but apart from the Lord it will do no good. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); The buyer will recieve these sessions via Facebook Messenger, Text or Phone call, A Prodigal Wife Who Finally StopsRunning, There Is No Human Remedy To Change AProdigal. All of them, however, have lived powerful stories of transformation, hope, and faithfulness. Now I have laid everything at his feet while I work on myself and pray and praise the Lord for the restoration of my marriage. 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